The World Outside Is So Inconceivable

hannah. 20. UNC Asheville. sweet tea. sarcasm. horses. Tar Heel basketball. beautiful words. North Carolina.

things from this week

  • “Ya know - streaky, streaky.”
  • “I’ve got all four of your lives in my hands!” - Em (There were only 3 of us)
  • Finding a scooter in Walmart
  • Mother’s day card for Jennie - “I’m nuts about you,” “Your mom says you’re special.”
  • Buckwheat almost losing an eye to Digger ‘cause they both like to lay down like they’re dead
  • Using the Ranger to throw 18 bales of hay… special.
  • Ali’s eyebrow.
  • Sarah and I speaking in unison too many times to count.
  • “OHMYGOD WHERE ARE THE HORSES?!”

Leaving North Carolina today…

Until August 13th.

  • Cousin’s wedding in Charlottesville today
  • Maryland tomorrow
  • Monticello to spend the night with Tiny on Monday
  • Frost Valley on Tuesdayyyy!

last day at home

  • ridingridingriding
  • packingpackingpacking
  • cleaningcleaningcleaning
  • cryingcryingcrying

things i like

  • the flowers planted along the interstate
  • sweatpants
  • sleeping in my bed and not sleeping in a car alone at a rest stop
  • Ingrid Michaelson
  • the amount of statuses, etc. that i’ve seen today against the passing of Amendment 1
  • sitting in bed with the window open and a breeze
  • listening to the frogs and birds
  • The Avengers

weekend please

  • lunch with Allison 
  • acting as Bri’s assistant in her lesson with 7 year old twins. i’m so excited.
  • write this stupid paper for AfAm by midnight.
  • maybe going to the Boiler Room for Matt’s show

Done with both exams!  It’s been a long day.  The only things standing between me and home:

  • Moodle response for WestAf Lit. (tonight)
  • AfAm paper (tomorrow)
  • ILP paper (due Monday)
  • ILP presentation (Monday)
  • WestAf Lit presentation (Tuesday)

Now to go watch The Lucky One and fantasize about Zac Efron.

things that make me happy

  • Into the Morning - basically the entire album
  • Dear, Scarlet
  • reading Love Walked In for the millionth time
  • realizing that I know more than I thought I did while studying for a test
  • Snapple peach tea
  • wearing leggings and a hoodie because they’re comfy
  • Crayola bright colors markers
  • Knowing that in a few days we’ll both be home, at least for a little while

This is a recap of yesterday/last night because it may have been my best birthday yet.

  • Christian and Rob almost getting blown away in the back of the truck because Maddie drives like a crazy person
  • Block House Steeplechase
  • Lecherous old men
  • Getting paid to drink
  • Women don’t give women money
  • Working the corner
  • Never ask men for money if they’re with women. Especially if they’re married.
  • People make a lot of questionable fashion choices
  • Clover crowns are perfect
  • Morrah can do a creepy-perfect impression of Drew Barrymore
  • Christian playing Birthday Sex for me
  • The girls got me cheesecake, Disney princess candles, a pink star wand, and a “Happy Birthday, Princess” balloon
  • FOUR KINDS OF CHEESECAKE
  • No shot glasses = drinking straight from the bottle
  • My lack of hand-eye coordination was emphasized when trying to make free throws on their basket in the game room
  • Christian didn’t believe that I made four in a row and made me shoot more… but then blocked my shot/grabbed me every time I tried.
  • Lindsay’s impromptu hands on the ground/ass in the air while going “doodoodoodoodoo” with no apparent song in mind and Christian looking uncomfortable
  • Piling on the small couch with Morrah and Christian
  • Rob going to sleep freakishly early
  • Lindsay doesn’t make sense when she’s curled around the toilet but says hilarious things
  • Kisses on the top of my head before going to bed
  • It was a damn good 20th birthday.

Wonderfulwonderful birthday, so far!  

Steeplechase all day:

  • cute dresses
  • free alcohol
  • harassing people for money
  • struggling to put the tent up with Christian and Rob’s help… Morrah and I did more than they did
  • making $252
  • having two creepy guys give us $20 in exchange for a picture with me and Lindsay
  • and having a guy give us the final $10 to down a bourbon and coke in order to reach our goal
  • laughing at the horrible fashion choices people make
  • pretty ponies everywhere
  • sunburn
  • making clover crowns
  • awful British accents

Now waiting for the hot water to come back so I can take a shower, then having a cookout here/finishing the vodka.

tonight/tomorrow

  • Take notes for my presentation on TLC’s “I’m Good at Being Bad”
  • Write essay on patriarchy/misogyny/feminism in African American music (3 pages)
  • Finish humanities paper (8 pages)
  • One more cultural event write-up

Thank goodness there aren’t any classes and I don’t have to go to any of the undergrad symposiums tomorrow.

today was wonderful

  • I didn’t do terribly on my Humanities test.  I think I actually did pretty well.
  • I got out of my second class early.
  • Laying on the quad with Georgia and various people who stopped by from 11:40-1:45 and getting a bit of a tan was lovely.  I got loads of vitamin D and it made me feel so happy.
  • We got out of chorus early, too!  So I got another half our outside.
  • In my R&B to Hip-Hop class we played DJ Hero. Even though I didn’t play, watching everyone was hilarious.  I love that class sososo much.
  • Georgia, Lindsay, Lisa, Williams, and I went to Zen Sushi for dinner, then to The Hop for ice cream.  I got vanilla lavender and it was delicious.
  • We went to CVS afterwards and THEY HAD CADBURY CREME EGGS.  I bought 5.  …and then Williams bought one from me.
  • Also I picked out Williams’ shaving cream.  We are at that point in our friendship.  I’m glad he trusts my judgement.
  • I got to talk to my mom for an hour.  I miss her lots when I’m not home.
  • This has been my day.

today

  • Meeting with my new advisor - 9:10
  • I actually ate breakfast in the caf and I feel ready to take on the day.
  • Shower
  • Politics of War in Africa - 11:25
  • Lunch/read for BDC
  • Body, Disability, Culture - 1:45
  • Budget meeting - 5:00
  • Homework for the rest of the night
  • Go to bed at a decent hour

i like words (updated)

  • persnickety
  • tragic
  • mellifluous
  • gauzy
  • opulent
  • tremulous
  • effervescent
  • lissome
  • hush(ed)
  • quench
  • denouement
  • ethereal
  • lithe
  • venerate
  • dalliance
  • furtive
  • languor
  • serendipitous

(Source: hannahxcharlotte)